i keep looking up for your face in the stars but constellations have only ever looked like spoons to me by Stephen Michael McDowell
That’s typical of humans in general. Whale calls are the erotica of the sea.
They have the biggest brains and according to some guy in some movie, the brain
is the largest erogenous zone. Literally imagine all the dirty things whales
think about in the Earth of the Stephen Michael McDowell.
live on in Stephen’s mind. They are made profound by his childish demeanor.
Some find this endearing. Others find it ‘sexually charged’. Perhaps it is a
combination of the two. He burns for you. Let him burn all night because he is
somehow a candle. You might remember him from the indie film ‘Debbie Does
Dallas’ as the Candlestick Store owner. Unfortunately he’s hit upon hard times
and needs to hock jewelry to make rent.
is a good movie according to critics. Stephen wants to see it over the Meryl
Streep divorce comedy. That’s possibly a wise decision. I generally see
anywhere from 1 to 2 new movies a year. When I watch a movie I feel it
dominating me. Rarely do I get any imagination from a movie. Every question is
answered. Every conflict resolved. My favorite movies are open-ended,
unsatisfying movies that resemble life. Life is open-ended and unsatisfying and
that’s perfect fine. I wouldn’t want it any other way.
rules everything around me. Stephen wonders what function anxiety performs.
Think of anxiety as a well-trained actor. It knows the character of you quite
well and plays off of insecurities. Yes anxiety can be a jerk. That’s true.
However it can also help one find great new things. Control is the most
important part of anxiety’s performance. If you can control it you’ll go far.
are worlds colliding. Only one wins. In the day the sun wins. At night the moon
wins though in all fairness the moon exists thanks to the sun’s light. And in
the day the sun has no control over the tides. Our brains process this as times
to sleep and times to wake.
require a conversation-starter. Most of these conversation starters are better
known as ‘flirts’ or ‘random stabs at meaning’. Loneliness is advertised to us
as a bad thing. Thus we need to reach out to people to be healthy. There is
everything right with being alone on occasion. With time and space one can feel
the mind decompress. That’s when the focus on the self can begin.
is to be human. We are fallible creatures. Our laws state that. Perfection is
something to strive for not to obtain. For as perfect a statement as anyone can
write, somebody, somewhere is going to hate it. Stephen understands this
impulse. This makes him a great man. Stephen Michael McDowell is the Jim
Jarmusch of the Gchat generation.